Wait so long (not love)

So long i waitin~ you
look n admire u 
not tryna  2 hurt u.. but in d end i'm the 1 who being hurt
i alwayz feel like i'm the 1 who sacrifice and bein victim of others
but now this post not 2 tell bout <3 it's boring
<3 is unfeature... unupdated to me... cause i'm busy into my sadness.. my history..my boring habit
 u kno' <3 not always mean 2 boys

the people always think
i'm d fool 1, i'm d mad 1, i'm d freak 1 etc
but just me know me, i'm think my opinion it's the true 1 than other..
i'm not tryna tobe win on others , i just tryna 2 make comfort myself n make d most darlin same blood couple of me
even if i must lie or cross myself
every dot i type in this blog...rock this heart
okay,maybe you up in there who  was read this bullshit pics... was laughing the way of u...
i wait so long not 4 boy, but 4 my real hapiness where  i'm still in there
i will end this ..pic.. embrasssing